today's the first day of dear's deployment to indonesia. Only day 1 and I am already missing him. sms him but receive no reply. i think there is no reception out at the open sea. Hopefully everything is well and how i wish time can be fast forwarded. so just in a blink of the eye, dear is back from deployment!
Met up with my fellows gal-frens today. Went to buy some art and craft stuffs. I tot i would only be the only one buying. but sf ended up buying more than me. hehe. gd that she likes the shop! now that she noe where to look for art and craft things when she needs them :)
reached home, showered, and on my computer to arrange some old photos. through the process, i realised i din delete some photos which i should have done so more than a yr back. i always tot i have already deleted everything, and i only realised that they were still there while tidying up the photo albums. Seeing those photos somehow made me felt weird. i din feel happy or wanting to reminisce those moments when i saw them. In fact the first thing i wanted to do was to delete all of them --- which i did. they used to be fond memories for me. But no longer now. it was a kind of weird feeling that i dun like. I like what i have now and i am feeling v happy it. Sometimes I wonder why I had to go thru those events before I could reach the stage I m now. Probably it has all been pre-determined? But I am very satisfied with what i have now. The past does not matter to me anymore.
All i need to do now is to wait. Wait for my dearest to be back from deployment :)
