Songs dedicated for BAD GUYS

It nv occurs to me that these songs are toking about bad guys until I saw the lyrics (cos I normally wont give much thought for lyrics when I was listening to them over the radio).

I am a visual learner!






I have posted this song before. The presence of lyrics in the video made me post it again :P

Just cross my mind...

Its always nice to have someone by your side to share your sorrows and happiness with. Especially when times are hard, when your are facing with stress, its always comforting to know that someone is always there to give you support and lend you the shoulder to rest on when you are tired. It gives us strength to move on and overcome any difficulties.

I remembered during my first day of work, I gave myself so much stress to the point of breaking down (its self-inflicted stress). It might be PMS after much thought now. I was feeling so emotional during that few days and I had the tendency to cry over minor things. I could no longer suppress my emotions and finally broke down and cried when Dear called me. It was really comforting when there is someone there to listen to you and encourage you.

I m glad that I have you to share my woes and happiness with :D

Knowing that you are not alone simply feels great!

Realisation

Was doing research for my assignment half-way through when I decided to mark down the important dates into my organizer. After finished marking down all the dates, I realised I would need to hand in one assignment every week in the month of October! Gosh! It's time to eradicate the lazy bug in me and start warming up my engine real soon.

Besides that, I realise I din manage to save much for the past 2 months! Last month, I juz spent a bomb for my year-end holiday trip. So logically speaking, I wont be able to save much. But this month, I din save much as well! After much investigation, I realised I spent the bulk of it (almost a quarter) on skincare, and the rest on good food. I shall stop having cravings for expensive food (I think part of the reason being too free as my timetable is quite slack, thus more time to visit restaurants and shop)! So what is my resolution for the coming months??? ANS: to monitor my spendings closely! I must reach my targeted savings by dec this yr! So I might be quite a miser for the next few months :P

October is coming soon! Dear needs to go on deployment somewhere in mid oct again! This time round will be around 10 days. Although it is shorter as compared to the previous trip, but 10 days is still quite long! I shall make use of the time to complete my assignment. Praying hard that Dear will be able to get leave in late nov so that he can attend my cousin's wedding with me!

Bored...

I m feeling so bored today. I actually have some homework to complete. But I m juz too plain lazy to get it started. The slack timetable somehow make me lazy. Just played guitar hero, surfed the net, and now typing this blog. What shall I do next?

Just sms Dad to ask him if I could go online to book the air tix to fly to m'sia to attend my cousin's wedding in nov. But we decided to book it when Dad comes home. Hopefully Dear's leave in nov will be approved so that he can go to the wedding with me as well! *cross fingers and pray hard*

Haven been exercising for a long long time! Think I have put on abit of weight which I haven been able to shed off since the beginning of this yr! *feeling upset* Maybe I shall embark on my exercise regime today!

sweet surprise =D

I received an unexpected bday present from a fren today! My bday fell within the school practicum period. I din expect my frens to remember my bday as practicum is usually the most stressful part of the course and everyone was preparing for LP and lessons. Its not about what presents are received, but is the thought that this fren of mine whom I have known for 1 yr remembers my bday. I am really touched =D

muttering

Dear is back today! But he is still in base having his assessment now. Will wait for Dear to come to my house for dinner! Yeah Yeah~ Brother will be back home tonight too! Heard that he is going to buy PS3 with his frens today. I might get to play later if he successfully buys it.. heh heh :P

Mum's cooking smells so nice~~~ making me feeling hungry now~~~

3rd day of sch!

Dear is on deployment again! Luckily its only 3 days.

I love my timetable for thi semester! Its only a 3-day week! Meaning I only nd to go to sch for 3 days! My thurs and fri are free days!!! Next week is only a one day wk! Yeah!

haven been updating my blog for some time. it doesnt matter if anyone reads it. but rather as a place for me to vent my frustration, or a place for me to pen down my happiness and beuatiful memories.

As I mature with time, the types of ppl I have come across increase. Not tat I have such a fren, but I have heard what my frens have experienced and I have observed it myself b4. One particular type of ppl i dislike most, are those who really "ai mian zi". some of them dun really show it in ur face. But they use discreet actions to show you. Actually no one is comparing with them. its they themselves who want to compare with ppl. What's the point? sometimes i really dun get it. When they see you have something expensive or branded, they quietly go n buy one and wear it the next time u meet them. Ppl will know which calibre you are off and you dun have to show it off. Juz like a janitor carrying an LV bag. What will ppl think when they see it? They will wonder if the LV bag is real. On the other hand, I pity these ppl. Bcos they will nv be happy with themselves since they are constantly comparing with other ppl. There is one thing I always believe in : Live within ur means. Life is not juz about branded stuffs. There are still many other things in the world that are far more impt than those material things.

Today's wed. Dear will be back by tmr nite! Yeah. I know tat Dear has been working hard to save up for the Big Day. Cant wait to see Dear soon!

My one week break :)

Just came back from m'sia ytd. And i suffered from some form of gastric flu on the second day. Vomitted. Vomitting is something which i really hate. It gives me a rather uncontrollable feeling, and all I can do is to follow the involuntary reaction of the body. came back on the third day, feeling much better. Now still had a bit of tummy cramps but is less frequent as compared to the past few days.

well, today was rather eventful. But Mum wasnt in good mood thou :( but she seems better now, after I 'saobaoing' her :p Went to Dear's Navy family day in the morning, met up with my sup in the noon, had a late lunch wif Dear (poor Dear had to wait hungrily for me at coffee bean for 1 hr!), then went to collect my new passport in ICA at ard 4 plus. The crowd at ICA was horrid! So many ppl no matter when u visit the place! Hmm~ now the first stamp that i will have on my passport will be the taiwan's stamp! Cost Dear and I will be going there in dec :)

My Sup is encouraging me to consider taking up Masters degree in 2 or 3 yrs time. Actually I have been thinking abt that as well. She suggested that I can do it while preparing for my marriage and just before I have kids. Which is quite true. Cos after 3 yrs, I will most prob be married (hopefully :P). One yr of honeymoon before having kids. So it's juz nice if i manage to complete my masters degree :)

tmr shall be a rest day! Shld plan wat to do on sunday before my lesson in NIE starts! Woohoo~~~

edited version :P

:(

not feeling particularly gd today. the day started off well but sadly, it din last till the end. I was asked to take particular note of certain things which all along, i tot was perfectly okie. the thing wasnt v severe, but still i dun feel gd. hopefully it really wont affect the final outcome.